See No by Lizzy Ford

Author:Lizzy Ford
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Published: 2017-08-05T16:52:38.561629+00:00

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NATHAN RESISTED the urge to ask too many questions about what had happened after Kaylee and Eddy escaped. He didn’t trust the Satanist, aside from Eddy’s desire to protect Kaylee – and Shadowman. Eddy would lay down his life for Kaylee, until his people had no more use for her. The only good thing about the Satanists: they weren’t anywhere close to getting what they wanted, or Zyra would be far more stressed than she was.

Zyra’s search had expanded around the compound. They found the body of a dead Satanist off the road Nathan had told Kaylee about, and no one could explain why the man with a Florida driver’s license had been there in the first place. It was no coincidence, Nathan knew, even if he couldn’t piece together what happened.

Unable to reach out to either of the two people he trusted – Maggy or Troy – Nathan was left with no alternatives beyond blind faith and prayer.

And keeping Zyra as happy as possible.

After a long night fucking her, and a day of regretting it, Nathan sat in the quietness of the locker. Zyra hadn’t returned. He had time with his thoughts before she showed up, and he was back in puppet mode.

He normally enjoyed the space to meditate. Anymore, he didn’t like at all what he found in his mind when he had the time to center himself.

Kaylee was forefront in his thoughts, followed by a sensation he was growing accustomed to: guilt. He had never in his life felt guilty about sleeping around. If his partner wanted him to be exclusive, he usually complied until he didn’t feel like it anymore, and then broke it off or broached the subject of an open relationship. For the more common occurrence of short-lived relationships, it was never an issue who else he slept with.

Kaylee was different. He understood why without fully being able to accept that he, of all people, had a soul mate. One he couldn’t touch. One whose life would probably end long before they had a shot at anything. One who knew he was sleeping with his ex and would probably never trust him again.

That’s the worst part, he admitted to himself. He wanted Kaylee’s trust. He wanted the kind of unbreakable bond that soul mates spoke of with stars in their eyes. He wanted a partner. Kaylee couldn’t be those things, because he had chosen the path to keep her alive over exploring their potential as soul mates.

If her kiss was any indication, he had a shot at something, assuming they both lived. He hadn’t expected the kiss or the vulnerability in her eyes. Both gave him hope that maybe, with time, she’d forgive him and maybe, with time, he’d find his home in the arms of the woman he was fated to be with.

Until then, he had his guilt as his constant companion.

Nathan wiped his face and made the silent choice not to be alone for too long again, lest his thoughts drive him crazy.

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